guess what i'm doing now! i escape from my place, going someone's, and i really enjoy it!
i have no idea! i'm so glad because i have a big holiday in front of my eyes! by ignoring i still have a subject assignment to do, or behave considering this holiday will take me to the next more complicated semester! I'm fine!
But what if i can ignore them! its true! i still have assignment to do, and i will back to the reality of academic life next semester!
for a while, let me give some comparisons. i even can't have a beautiful dream in my sleep, because i'm not ready for the test, and i know i have to study. or even i'v studied and have been ready, i can be that confidence about my score! i'm not that kinds of nerd! i just wanna make a comparison. well i also really know my friends in some places, they are the students, they have subject everyday, they have exams too...but they are different! they are so free, so young, so fresh and so have a lot of times to do anything that they want! its not fair for me!
i try to be free! i try to enjoy them all. and i did it! i'v been a part of my life today. i'v accepted it! but i can't stop feeling jealous! i dream for their freedom, i wanna laugh and enjoy the day like they did. I'm still 19 ! i suppose to be happy, i suppose to do everything that i want...
but i am a technical student. IN ENGINEERING .
i choose this life!
i think i'v been okay with these all, with this very hard academics life!
but i can't lie... a part of my self is standing in other people life.
i have no idea! i'm so glad because i have a big holiday in front of my eyes! by ignoring i still have a subject assignment to do, or behave considering this holiday will take me to the next more complicated semester! I'm fine!
But what if i can ignore them! its true! i still have assignment to do, and i will back to the reality of academic life next semester!
for a while, let me give some comparisons. i even can't have a beautiful dream in my sleep, because i'm not ready for the test, and i know i have to study. or even i'v studied and have been ready, i can be that confidence about my score! i'm not that kinds of nerd! i just wanna make a comparison. well i also really know my friends in some places, they are the students, they have subject everyday, they have exams too...but they are different! they are so free, so young, so fresh and so have a lot of times to do anything that they want! its not fair for me!
i try to be free! i try to enjoy them all. and i did it! i'v been a part of my life today. i'v accepted it! but i can't stop feeling jealous! i dream for their freedom, i wanna laugh and enjoy the day like they did. I'm still 19 ! i suppose to be happy, i suppose to do everything that i want...
but i am a technical student. IN ENGINEERING .
i choose this life!
i think i'v been okay with these all, with this very hard academics life!
but i can't lie... a part of my self is standing in other people life.
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